What You Invest in, Increases

Part 2 - Answering the Call I have lived my life in a parallel and in some seasons I still do. One side is full of heartache. Not feeling worthy of life, happiness and purpose. On that side I would feel like I was an annoyance, hindrance and that I was completely useless, taking up valuable oxygen on the planet. The other side was the opposite. Something deep down inside, told me that I was worth something. And those thoughts, that voice, was continual and a complete contradiction to everything I was feeling and facing. Those that have lived that way can back me up in this because this living condition can be toxic and I personally feel it claims many beautiful, intelligent and extraordinary people in our society. Living with these two dialogues left me feeling constantly like I was not enough, but chirping away was the other side telling me who I really was. Often it wouldn’t be backed up with evidence. It would feel like it was watching a movie trailer of the hop